Monday, April 16, 2012


When do I stop hoping it's not true?
When willl I stop missing you?
When do I stop wishing for the impossible?
When do I stop asking why it happened at all?

When does it sink in?
How do I move on?
When does it start to make sense?
When willl the grieving be in past perfect tense?

Will I ever feel complete again?
Will I ever find peace that transcends?
Willl there ever be a day when I don't think of you?
Will I ever forgive myself for the things I did not do?

How do I make the crying stop?
How do I tell my nagging brain to shut up?
How do I tell my heart not to hurt anymore?
All this agony, what is it for?

When? How? Why?
So many questions crowd my mind.
And I have to accept that for a lot of them
The answers I just won"t find.